Friday, July 06, 2007 at 11:52 PM
Hello Everybody (:My whole month of July is so packed and schelduled like some daily affair. Gosh, I've no time to rest. Been feeling really tired and during lessons, my eyelids felt really heavy. When there were short times of talking, I just laid asleep for a while and back up to listen. After school is full of classes and when Im back home, I dont have much time for revision. There's one day which I just sat on the sofa for 5 minutes, and I dozed off! ):
I getting easily frustrated due to the hot weather too. & feeling really like HOT! ugh. But i've been controlling myself and letting myself to calm down but at times, I couldnt control and I would just flare it out. ): Bad bad point. & recently this few days, whenever I was praying before I sleep, I would fall asleep and when I woke up the next morning, I remembered not saying my finished prayers! Awww! Haha.
Everyday, have been having STARS like Physics, Chem, Math and F&N! Gosh, F&N is the most. I think all F&N pupils are feeling really shagged out because we certainly have lots to do. & there isnt time for rest even after schools! We have to drag outselves for it. But do we have a choice? Im just glad that God put me through it all with perserverance and peace. Nothing went wrong it's just that during the Planning exam, my recipe got taken away. Thks so much to Mrs Tan for helping me with the method. (=
No matter how tired I am, I still made time for God. Haha. Im happy that although how heavy my eyes were, I continued to read on. It's difficult and tiring for me to spend my QT like everday, because of schoolwork and other stuff, but I had the last bit of energy for QT! (: Thank God for it.
Went for training today and headed to church with my mom for CBIS. It was good and I understood everything Uncle Meng Kim(or did i read wrongly his name?) and Pastor Tim spoke of. It was as if God was talking to me, telling me to trust him with everything. Even if there were many things pulling me down and making me so tired and frustrated, that there is one thing I cannot forget and that is God and His love for me and all of you. (: So have the trust in Him and let Him handle all your problems.
I just hope that all those F&N students would just strive on and continue perservering until all these are over. Dont worry and be troubled by all the problems ahead of you, but just think for now. Do your best and the problems ahead would soon vanish. Trust me. Really hope all of you wont be disheartened cos' it would be really demoralising to everyone. Especially people who are sensitive or easily affected, we should all help each other to go through these. (: Let's have the confidence in each of us and play our parts well as students and learners. :D
Romans 8:38-39 is always being highlighted. Here's the verse, 'For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither the height or depth, nor nything else in all creation, will be able to seperate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.'
Alright take care my buddies and drink lots of water. Do not let your emotions take control of you and turn you into someone whom you dont even know who you are. Keep healthy (: CIAOS!
P.S: Est, drink lots of water and get well soon (:
Love of God
God's love is always
living in our hearts.
Darkness reaches me far
but light touches me wherever
I go
Thank God, Thank God for it.
For your love penetrates through us.
Though it's less,
I'll still give more.